Phantom pains

Between my legs
your in my purse
i feel your pulse
through my corpse
my phantom pains control my life
Do i end this pain by using a knife
your not there
you haven't been
yet my purse has been violated again
i feel you thrust and the child is gone
my innocents swept before the dawn
my phantom pains make me cringe at the pain filled jabs between the legs
in the morning or while i sleep
you refuse to let sanity my body creep
i feel the pain
never at rest
constantly trying to pass the test
between my legs
theres phantom pains
of when the blade laid to rest
my punishment for not passing your test
and regardless of failing
your body did penetrate
my phantom pains weren't always phantoms